I try to stray from ever looking helpless even though sometimes its true I feel alone and I dont wanna see guidance I wanna find a potential grave to hide in
who do I ask and how do i do it its more than getting out the words
Its making sense of all thoughts
that wont go away
that keep me up all night
and plague me through the day
I couldn't end it knowing my mom would cry
knowing my sister would grow up with her best friend
knowing my dad would stay up wondering why
But I wish I could escape their minds
And be a stranger in their eyes
Oh what i'd do everyday just to disappear from their lives
But I have people like you just know how it is
they don't tell me its gonna be alright
they don't tell me I'll get through fine
they tell me itll hurt and that's just life
I feel reassured cause I got your back and I know you got mine
Maybe one day I'll do it myself but when I feel like I want out you bring me back no matter how much I refuse you
Cause I'm 19 with no fucking clue about where I'm at or what I'm gonna do but as long as you believe in me I know Ill find a way to overcome
Ill make you proud in the long run
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